crazy i know.
but im actually posting.
lol. :]
haha..

but lots happened over the last coupla of months.
:o

oh yes.....new livejournal...its pitapoo.
find me...add me. please....



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okay. so there is this guy i like and hes completely amazing.
but theres a problem. hes my friend. :[
life is so perfect right now.
i mean...homecoming is almost here and im totally excited.
:]
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OMG!!!
hello pam and camille!!!
i totally miss you guys.
if youre on write back!!!
:]
love!!!
arpita and andrew!!

DUDES IM IN INDIA!!
its freaking amazing except the fact that my uncle tried to set a huge cockroach on me!!
eww..

haha

so. five days until we leave for india. things around here are crazy, and thats an understatement. haha. i still dont understand why everyones so tense. i feel perfectly calm. but its probably cause i just want to go and dont have to worry about every thing else.

i got 3 vaccinations on monday. they hurt like butt stuck in a toilet. (for those who dont understand, they hurt a lot.) my arm got all swollen. anyways, while at the hospital, i saw ms. k. really weird if you ask me, especially seeing her out of school. but anyways,

on tuesday i saw don at target. he works there now. oh yea and i saw laura too, from np class my sophomore year. haha. so many people.

i had a dance performance on sunday. it went pretty well except for minor mistakes that we made. and omg, the most hilarious thing happened. the only bitch in my class went off beat at the end and she looked so dumb. haha. it was hilarious. but yea.

but here comes the sad emo part. i now know that i wont make berkeley. sad, but totally true. UCR looks more and more pretty all the time. geez, i wish i got a better score on the SATs. stupid test.

oh well.
summer is so dull, i just want school to start again. that sounds so lame, but i miss my friends mucho.

i probably wont get to write until i get back from india, so remember me by this last entry. haha. see you guys in six weeks.

well we found out about editor in chief today.
and i think whatever happened is stupid.
i think that without a leader in the class next year, we will be worse off than when we were with that one teacher my freshman year. chris and i are in perfect harmony with each other and if we truly worked together as co-editors-in-chief, then the paper would be even better than this year because we make each other look good. He has the voice and leadership (which ms k told me that i "do not have") and i have the "formatting" down which is just a big word to say that i can make the paper look flawless. and i feel like i wasted all my time working hard on those articles and on my pages because i ended up extactly where i started. i dont give a damn if there is a senior in front of my name because that mean nothing. i WANTED. no NEEDED to be editor-in-chief. i was perfect for the job. all my efforts to be better was all in VAIN because i didn't reach my goal. i felt like i let everyone down because everyone was rooting me on. and to put everything i did for the last year and then say that i wasnt worth it enough to be eic is unfair. i worked my ass off for this. i wanted this more than anything i wanted in my entire life and ms k took that away from me without even giving me a chance to prove that i could do it. she could have named us coeic and then if we were lacking, she could have took one down or put someone else in. and this whole "new" role that we have is stupid because we will do all the work that the eic does but get none of the credit cause at the end of the day we are still just editors. i think what upsets me the most is that i heard from someone that ms k put the senior editors in such a corner that they could not even disagree with her if they wanted to. and thats being unfair. because the eic this year has the right to choose who takes over next year. and if what i heard was true, then chris, kevin and i were deprieved of our rights.
thats all. :(

wow. its been forever since i've last updated.
geez. well. things were really crazy for the last couple of weeks for ap testing and stuff.
um. lakers game was bomb.
cant wait until we find out who made e-i-c.
yesterday was amazing.
tesha came over to work on the bio project. but we really just messed around. haha. it was fun.
finally am looking at some colleges and i've decided that i'll be a bum and go live on the streets of uc berkeley.
this way i can be close to the campus, but never have to pay a cent. haha. YES!! my life is set.
i will miss my dear senior friends from np. geez what will i do without them. with the exception of samm of course. just kidding.
6 weeks until we go to india. omg. im soo excited. we get to go all over northern india. and see the taj mahal and agra red fort, and the HIMALAYAS!!!!!!!
omg. its snowed on mt. baldy. its soo amazing.
tried to learn a new song on the keyboard today, but totally failed and gave up. i miss being able to play the keyboard. :[
hm. wednesday was sooo much fun. aka the NHS banquet (well really it was a pool party). but it was totally amazing. props to all of those who were involved.
oh here a little something so people can remember the good old days.
hi
remember
this?
haha
bet
you
all
missed
this
soo
much
and
so
i
thought
that
i
would
bring
back
the
amazing
memories
hehe.
okay im done. haha. that was fun.

im about to do what i have never done before..

im crossing all the limitations my parents have ever set for me to do this thing..

im so nervous and i hope that im never looked down upon because of this

god...i cant believe im about to do this...

why am i so stupid?

i shouldn't do it...

stupid id....go away

thats all.

FRI >>
*samm and katie came over
*goofed off
*went to game against ALHS
*we WON!!! YAY 34-13
*oh yea...had lots of pizza

SAT >>
*volunteered at Founder's Day Parade
*after parade..camille and i ate alot
*got our faces painted

i hate liking a guy..and not knowing if he likes me back
i love talking to him
but hes different at school and then when we im...its like we were made for each other.
i wish boys werent so wierd so i could figure them out.

next..
im going to fail school
i cant concentrate on homework ever
probably cause its stupid
and i failed my pre-calc test..
im so stupid

after..
my dad is being butty about letting me drive
gosh darn it...i already have my liscense
let me drive places
but no...i have to "pass" his requirements

finally..
i miss being a soph.
i miss longo (cause he was bomb)
and nsII
and mr. nath's class
and his charisma
being a junior sucks
to much to do and think about
and too much stress

ok..im done

sorry for those who read this

<3

finally..i write on here again.
so there is a guy i totally like.
i have to finish np stuff..
got my liscense
finally
i wish my parents would let me date this guy.


i miss my soph year cause camille and i were crazy then
we're just calm and stressed now
calm in a bad way tho

i took SAT saturday
then went to artesia with family and samm
so much fun
totally have to do that again

cant wait till turkey break
get to go with dad to uc berkley
road trip there
YAY

4 more days of school this week
its almost over
then a three day break

i cant wait until the mating lab for apbio
get to mate with classmate
some= hot
only some tho

excited for tm cause i get to see the guy i <3

good bye

<:3( )~~ ^that was a mouse YAY THIS IS FOR CAMILLE ... I LOVE CAMILLE AND HER ASIAN NESS

wow...its been 16 weeks since i last loged on..
i missed this thing so much..well...today was great...

i Love school

for now..

but there is too much hw..

doesnt
every
one
miss
when
i
wrote
like
this
?
:]

its the first day of summer and im stuck at home...im so bored..my sis woke me up at 7..what a loser..summer school starts on monday and its a tight schedule..7:35 to 1:35 is PE and then from 6 to 10 is a photography class..

finally saw pirates 3 and it was so awesome.finally finished the math presentation.have to work on history presentation, english final draft and math portfolios..yay..not

hah i didnt use a omg

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hah!

there are a lot of OMGs

=o

omg..

yesterday was the best eva

i went to my favorite singer's concert and danced till my stomach hurt and then danced some more..god...he's soooooooooo super cute....the singer....and there were 3 other singer there...and god they were fantastic...if only some more friends could have come...it would have been the best day eva..ok something bad..the place that had the concert sucked...but my favorite singer looked like soo super fantastical.....but stupid security...wouldnt let me meet him...god...how rude..working on MPLs for longo and rough draft for nath..ugh

omg...my parents annoy me to no end..i mean ya..i get their worried about me and want me to be safe...but locking me up in this joint isnt logical..omg i rarely get to chill with friends and finally they said yes to me going to the movies with a couple of close friends..but then they hear..it at the mills...they freak out....their like we dont want u to go..there are too many gangs there..omfg..oh yes..im gonna get shot at the mills...yup that seems as logical as locking me up..i mean why dont we go and live under neath a rock..we might be safe there...no wait a worm will digest us or sumthing...they never let me do what i want..i just wanted to go and see pirates 3..but no...im gonna get shot...and then my dad's like..lets go to the ghetto movie theater and watch a movie together...while sitting on candy covered couches..oh yeah so much fun..and when i get angry..they go all sherlock homles..and say..its cause u want to take drugs huh..

ok there are to things wrong with this..maybe more..

1. where the fuck did drugs come from and why the hell would i, an underage person, smoke in a public place where the police can see me and possibly arrest me...??

2. we're talking about me...the girl whose only had a margarita that could count as an alcholic drink and not even that cause it was nonalcholic..the girl who never does anything wrong..omg..

my parents are driving me up the wall..probably when im in college their gonna call me and tell me what to wear or what to eat or who to talk to or who to be friends with..

i mean yea their my parents..

BUT...

THEY SHOULD NOT AND DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO "RULE MY LIFE"...and who ever says they do..thats bullshit...cause that what's in the bill of rights...and im american so follow the laws

ok..

so im procratinating..

but im stuck

and i had to go volunteer..

so shoot me

i hate writing this criticism paper..

ergh....

i will never procrastinate again...

after today

=]

so,,,

i ran into a pole

that was so fun..

not

god

i wish i were back in elementary school

then i could have made my dad do this project..

id just have to color the pictures my mom would draw..

that would be great..

now where can i find a time machine??

blurp..

im a fish

=]

blah..

i hate this criticism paper

it is soo boring

i dont even know where to start..

arg..

im a pirate..

and i hate sines and cosines

im blah

and im not procrastinating

we have a lot of peaches this year

our tree broke we have so many

its in 7 different pieces.

=]

aww

im

sad

no

one

loved

my

creative

way

to

write

in

a

journal

....

*tear*

i went

driving

again

today

in

the

new

car

YAY

=]

very

good

day

so

far

i

only

ran

over

one

old

lady

and

a

chimpmunk

=]

j/k

mmmm

i had

a krispy

kreme

doughnut

it was delicious

im

supposed

to

be

doing

my

homework

and nath's

project

but

im

not

but

im

not

procrastinating


...

yet

..

wonder when nath is going to give back the research paper

i want to know

how bad

i did

oh yea

my friend got into a fight about opening a car window

and i was put in the middle of it

stupid

girl

i cant say her name

but i hate that bitch right now

god

she is going to die

and it will be painful

oh yea


very painful

=]

im actually doing math homework

YAY

no procrastination

=]

im just really happy

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